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Q Qwrote:
Hi!  A beautiful sister!
so nice !
Dec. 8
果 成wrote:
Tomorrow is another day !I love you! 有时间把你那美丽又温柔的大小姐roomate 介绍认识阿,我对美人有兴趣哦,哈哈,幽你个默。好好照顾自己,抽空给我找个姐夫,嘿嘿,我等着你胜利的消息!
Sept. 2
佚名 wrote:
你所相信的,一定存在。
May 16
 
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October 18

Weekend

A good weekend day = Cloths and shoes shopping with girlfriends + grocery shopping with mom + tea time in bookstore + dinner in a fancy restaurant + little bar time + movie + little river walk + massage + bubble bath + Ice Tai Milk Tea. Ended up with a long delightful conversation with a friend from home. Not including drop my iPhone in the bath tub...
September 11

Honest Out of Office Reply

The “Conference or Business Trip” Out of Office Reply

1)      I will be out of the office on business. Please send resumes to my Boss. Come to think of it, that might be a waste since he is with me and his mistress. Ooops. Did I just say that?

2)      I will be out of the office at a Conference working extremely hard and learning new things. Totally dreading that it’s in Vegas, but hey someone got to represent.

The “Limited Access to Email and Voicemail” Out of Office Reply

1)      I will be out of the office with limited access to emails and voice mail, but I will be on Facebook and Twitter the entire time replying to all of my Social Media fans out there. Yea me!

2)      I will be out of the office with limited access to voicemail, and only responding to management so that I can get a raise this year.

3)      I will be out of the office with limited access to email and voicemail UNLESS you are about to make me some money on a placement. Bet your sweet ass that I’m calling you then.

 

The “On Vacation” Out of Office Reply

 

1)      I will be out of the office for a week, but I will have my laptop while at Disney World. I will be sending messages regularly via blackberry. Yes, my family hates me.

 

The FMLA or Medical Out of Office Reply

 

1)      I will be out of the office and out of my mind for a few days. If I do anything irrational, it’s because of the high dosage of meds that were prescribed to me when I called you.

2)      I will be out on Maternity leave for 6 weeks Please send all your resumes to me and I will respond to a couple of them in about 6 weeks. The rest will be Auto Archived. Thanks

August 20

蒸了吧

老同学的征女友广告。我觉得代表了绝大多数北方男生的心声,特逗,对广大女生们也具有积极的教育意义。改天有空我也写个女生版的吧。在大连的亲们,如果对该同学有意的话直接联系我:) 条件绝对比他自己介绍得优秀呢。
 
诚征女友一名,老婆方向
1、  基本要求
有基本一致的核心价值观,大的人生方向无分歧。健康、聪慧、开朗、大方。通情达理,门当户对。有共同语言,能一起做点都愿意做的事。
 
2、  参考指标
长相    不极端就好(只要不是太好看或太难看就行)
身高    155-175之间
体重    正常就好
学历    本科就行
年龄    84-89年之间为佳
家庭    通情达理,一般家庭就好
工作    有正当工作就好
 
PS      条件特别好的,以上条件均可适当放宽
 
3、  上佳表现
       漂亮的眼睛,明眸善睐款、淡定从容款、深邃夜空款均可。貌似大眼睛的对我吸引力大一些
       爱笑
       自信
       家风良好,有良好的家庭教育
       智慧
       聪明好学
       成长环境离黑龙江省牡丹江市越近越好,这样文化背景接近,沟通成本低
       好皮肤
       热爱美食,未来有机会有好厨艺。会做饭,愿意做饭就好,基本照我现在的生活方式,也不需要经常做饭
       热爱生活,有很多健康的兴趣爱好,比如:读书、游泳、美食、电影
       最近1-2年人在大连,将来在哪里生活都没太大所谓的
       工作不太受地理位置限制,通用性较强的。因为我将来可能会以大连为基地,但是人经常满世界跑,所以希望她也能够随我一起换地方工作,但愿意留守大连,不换工作也不是什么大问题
       漂亮的手
       风象星座:双子、天秤、水瓶
       不奢侈浪费,少虚荣,善理财
       大鸟依人型
 
       以上特点,越多越好
 
4、  一票否决
    不孝顺
       没房没车就不嫁
       太虚荣
       太漂亮
       娱乐圈、公检法、黑社会
       狮子座
 
5、  无关因素
       过分优秀也可以忍
       收入多少无所谓,有收入就行
       有无男友均可
 
有意者或有意介绍者,可与我取得联系,谢谢!
 
联系方式如下:
Name:
Mobile
E-mail
Msn

QQ
 
与有情人,做快乐事,莫问是缘还是劫。
 
 
附:xxx情况(供参考)
 
1、             人生观、价值观
 
好好活着,能让对自己重要的人和自己都健康快乐,能做好一份适合自己的工作,对社会的贡献大于索取就是有价值的人生;能按照自己想要的方式,过上自己想过的生活,就是成功的人生。
 
2、             个人状况
 
a.       基本状况
                    个性  比较随和,好相处。
长相  不帅,小眼,疏发,五官端正
身高  178
学历  本科
体重  80KG
年龄  1983年2月出生
星座  水瓶座
地点  大连,3年后去向待定,但是大连应该还是基地
工作  台湾公司,做海运经纪人,目前税后月收入5,000RMB,未来发展空间和潜力都还可以
兴趣爱好    总的来说比较广泛,主要有读书、游泳、电影、美食、与优秀的人结交、哲学。常见吃喝玩乐项目也基本都可以参与,不会扫兴和拖后腿。
 
b.      经济状况
目前个人税后月收入5K;
家庭经济无负担;
有驾照,无车,近期也不打算买车;
大连市区贷款小户型二手房一间。
 
c.       优点
人品优良,待人坦诚;乐观、开朗、不斤斤计较;有的时候挺逗,有的时候非常逗;积极向上,有理想,有追求;识大体,能分清轻重缓急,做事情有条理;不铺张浪费,该花钱时也不吝啬;懂得从各种角度欣赏异性之美,还挺会夸人的。
 
d.      不足
                    头发不多,而且日渐稀疏,牙齿不齐;唱歌不好,酒量一般,穿衣没品;过分热爱自由,交朋好友;好为人师;有点自恋,常常小虚荣,骨子里面其实有点清高;不善理财;有不经意间讽刺别人的倾向,而且看起来很有这方面天赋。
 
e.       其他
                    不抽烟,不怎么喝酒,有必要才喝,无不良嗜好;事业心强;谈过恋爱,至今单身未婚。相信缘分和命运,也不拒绝非诚勿扰式相亲。
 
3、             家庭状况
          普通人家,家风朴实,通情达理,和谐向上。父亲工人出身,现做小买卖,母亲做过教师、公务员,现和父亲一起做小买卖。家庭无经济负担,也没有余粮。
August 16

Shark Tank

I love this show - Shark Tank coz it brings me back to the ugly reality and reminds me how bloody and crucial this business world out there. Often time when Gus stairs at me in my eyes and speaks in his unusually serious and low voice:" I make this world easy and comfortable for you my dear, but some day, you got to be the dragon lady." I just take it as a joke. He never laughed after he said this but I still thought it was a joke as all his other jokes......till all of a sudden I realized he meant it and I felt the great pressure - when I sat in front of the president the "big head" who makes few millions a year. He's a real shark, and the first one I've ever met in my career. I should feel very proud of myself to some extent though, two years ago I was just a "deaf" girl sitting among a whole class of native-speaker students struggling to understand every single word of the professor on the stage, and now I'm here sitting behind the same table with Mr.Bigs and talk freely. The meeting went really well, the atmospfere was very pleasant, we received the respect as one of the biggest account who deserved it and the appreciation of our business. And then, my frustration came. With YRC's down situation everyone wants to take a bite, Mr. Bigs started to talk about the pie and at that point, I found out I wasn't kept in the loop. I tried to comfort myself thinking that everyone in this giant, gorgeous office with beautiful view and a mini golf trail has been in his position for over 20 years and I'm just a baby to the game, and then I thought of something else and someone else......and failed an easy question that I was supposed to answer correctly....thank God Jon was there to save me, but the frustration couldn't be stopped afterwards, which led to my endless confession since then. Recall my life during the past six months, both career and personal, it's almost been too relax for me to stay comfortable. Spent all my rest time on shopping, movie, hanging out with friends, in theater, book store or gym, I feel sorry for wasting my time on meaningless things and meaningless person. But at least there's one thing has been changed for sure  -it's not fun anymore, when people say you're cute or innocent. The little squirrel now wants to be the dragon lady who drops the hammer. It's gonna take a while, may be a long while, but I'm all for it and ready to start now. To jump in that shark tank, I need more guts and preparation. It is not easy.
August 11

It breaks my heart

Went nuts all day since I heard the bad news......my little princess my sweet heart would possibly lose 50% of her hearing......it's been raining all day and I can't feel more sad.....the only thing I can do is to pray, pray and pray......hoping this is just temporary...... It breaks my heart......

July 23

Twelve indicadors that the economy is bad

The top twelve indicators that the economy is bad--


12. CEO's are now playing miniature golf.

11. I got a pre-declined credit card in the mail.

10. I went to buy a toaster oven and they gave me a bank.

9. Hotwheels and Matchbox car companies are now trading higher than GM
in the stock market.

8. Obama met with small businesses - GE, Pfizer, Chrysler, Citigroup
and GM, to discuss the Stimulus Package.

7. McDonald's is selling the 1/4 ouncer.

6. People in Beverly Hills fired their nannies and are learning their
children's names.

5. The most highly-paid job is now jury duty.

4.. People in Africa are donating money to Americans. Mothers in
Ethiopia are telling their kids, "finish your plate; do you know how
many kids are starving in America ?"

3. Motel Six won't leave the lights on.

2. The Mafia is laying off judges.

And my most favorite indicator of all.

1. If the bank returns your check marked as "insufficient funds," you
have to call them and ask if they meant you or them.

Well we all do need a good Laugh don't we...

July 18

写给某人

那些美好的感觉
其实存在于你的心底
某种程度上
由你自己决定
 
如果执着于看清楚这个世界
那些细小的尘埃足以蒙蔽你双眼
而你所看见的事实
未必是事实
 
 
June 01

Coaster!

Feel really proud of myself today since I finally got a ride on the tallest, fastest, and meanest coaster ever! Although I’m not sure if I could do it again……it’s so much fun but scary! I’m so glad we made it to Kings Island and tried all five-grade rides – the most aggressive thrill rides. Also, three rides on the carousel…well I don’t care how old I am, it’s my favorite forever!  I may try Diamondback, Vortex, The Beast, The Crypt and the White Water Canyon next time, but no Drop Tower no Delirium or anything relative to flight! Woo-hoo!

 

 

May 05

H1-B Approval

Good News today. Mark.
April 28

Happy Birthday

三年前的生日开始, 每年许下的愿望都有实现。
 
三年前离开大学校园,我努力挣扎未来的出路。那时候看不到未来,有理想却飘在半空中,对现实充满希望与失望。喜欢长时间的对话,与不同的人,于不同的场合。带着一附“美好”牌眼镜看这个世界,对待所有的人。无缘由地微笑,常常感觉莫名奇妙的幸福。做各种各样的白日梦,见到心仪的男生会很害羞,不敢出声,偷偷瞄他。
 
三年后我在地球的另一边,一步一步实现自己的目标。顺利完成MBA学业,找到一份很喜欢的工作,过上期待的惬意的单身生活, 简单, 纯净, 不需要心机, 很少烦恼。 遇到很多朋友,给我很多帮助,很多鼓励的好朋友。仍然喜欢微笑,习惯性的,但常常转身就忘记。很久没有心动的感觉,会直视并微笑着对小帅哥说you are not my typeStill don’t know what I really want, but definitely know what I don’t want.
 
三年,曾经以为会很漫长,甚至来不及等待。结果却只是一个转身,一切都已不同。常常想念某人,以及某些人。默默的,在心里。然后转身努力实现那些白日梦。来美国快两年了,越来越习惯和喜欢这里的一切。从前只在梦里出现。
 
宁静的夏夜, 丝丝凉风,甜甜的空气, 闪闪发亮的星空, 陪伴我静静回忆逝去的青春。
 
I past a quarter of a century, a big milestone in my life.
 
A new journey will begin.
 
三年后,巴黎见。
April 16

a month

 

It's been a months since my last blog ... a lot of things going on and I'm being lazy ... or say not in a mood.

A couple of things I still remember:

Over the last 48 hours, we took the action of eliminating approximately 155 salaried positions form across our Division. We also closed approximately 25 positions that will not be filled at the present time. There were 6 people were let go on my site (out of 120 people totally). One Canadian DC will be closed soon.

The current economic environment continues to negatively impact our markets and business and no one knows when this global recession will end. However, my H1B application is in process, my company lawyer finalized my petition and submitted to the USCIS on March 31, 2009.According to the recently published information by USCIS, they might still have lottery but the chances of being selected are fairly good. Good news to me, pretty positive on this now.

Again just feel so blessed being at this place, at this time, with all these people. A friend of mine keep saying that I'm being "Americanized" - I guess I can't argue with that since I find myself enjoy my life here in U.S. more and more ...

Everything else I can remember...

There was a peacock in the company garden yesterday...big, beautiful and wild! ...   We got a chance to appreciate it before the animal control came and took it 5 hours later

My yoga class starts today, and dancing class starts next Monday - Time to get my shape back!!

 
March 17

Lovely deer

Just came back from daily walk, with Lesa, Chris and Tim. I was kina excited to see a deer on our way back...while they just take it for granted. I hope this fresh feeling can last long as possible. I'm such a girl get boring easliy. I don't know why. I'm satisfied with my life. Simple, easy, comfortable life. But still, I know I would escape someday, again, to somewhere else.
 
I wanna go to Paris. I will.
March 15

Rainy Saturday

Barely wrote anything for a whole week......it'a a good sign - i found something more interesting to do. Something like watching a movie that makes me cry again, on a rainy day. Someone used to asked me if that's the feeling I'm always expecting. No. But when I look back, I don't feel bad in that way. I just need something in my memory that could put a smile on my face, from time to time. Like tonight, when I looked at Amanda and Tylor. They are - a vivid love story. I really like them. Notebook - the name of the movie. It's good. You don't like it - I understand - we're not on the boat.
March 10

Just Monday

Morning: parked between my dream cars, two of them! I like my car but......I think I understand now why boys always stare at other cute girls even when they're with their own girlfriends......shame尴尬 
 
Noon: being required to reake both road test and written test to renew my driver license, which means I finally have to do parallel parking - a peice of ... "big" cake
 
Afternoon: Submitted my H-1B application material. Mark.
 
Got some bills:
Phone: $150
Electricity: $300
 
Weather is really pretty, at least.
 
Back to work.
March 08

Gorgeous Day

March 06

Windy day

Thursday March 5, 2009 Windy
 
  • Went to Transportation Devision three times and stil didn't get my driver license changed - they drive me crazy!
  • Tax return - there is an error in my W2 form need to call my intern company again - demonstrate again that you can never really trust accountants
  • Boss gave me a ticket today - for a circus, another colleague printed out many pics of Dalian......i really appreciated this job, people at work are super nice
  • Talked to Ping on msn - she's getting married! finally~ happy for her

need to finish my tough "paper" before I go to bed......God bless me.

 

March 05

A Good Day

I've been thinking to add something to my blog for a long long long time......just being lazy and not eaxctly sure what I want to express, so many things going on in my life and I'm just that type of people who don't like to think about too much about anything...as long as I'm happy.  
 
It's a good day today~Fan is in such a good mood that she just made the decision to make bullet points for her daily "events" from now on - it's time to bring her life to a normal way. MBA life was crazy.
 
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 Sunny
  • had lunch with Con-way, knew that they have a intelligent engineer from Chian who developed a very advanced system for daily truckload allocation and got his green card through it, his boss even spend a couple of thousand of dollars to rebuild the garage for him to smoke in - try everthing to keep him in the company!
  • found my boss was eating orange at office, teased him on that and went to the bathroom...a dish of orange segments was on my desk when i came back
  • got my car - it's a Toyota Camery, not brand new but looks pretty, has everthing I want - leather seats, sun roof and V6, with decent price. 
  • bought auto insurence - quotes from Progressive is about $400 less than Geigo!
  • need to change my driver's license tomottow at lunch time
  • try my tax return done by tonight
 
That's it. Time to go home!
 
 
 
December 16

Graduate!

2008年12月12日,MBA毕业。
 
 
 
September 08

Keep going......

又一个夏天即将过去的时候, 我开始惊讶于自己的改变。 来美一周年的经历, 美好的痛苦的, 都于意料之外。我还是我,却再不是那个无忧无虑的蓓蓓了。
May 27

Life

无论如何,请不要辜负我们的青春。好好的爱自己,爱生活,怀着感恩的心。
April 28

长大不容易

不写点什么似乎静不下心来
那就写点吧
考试放一边去
that goes forever
 
脑海里出现各种画面
过去的种种
人和事
勾起一些情绪
 
有点想家呢
夏日大连的夜色
慵懒而迷醉
 
突然觉得很不一样
只是一天的差别吗
竟然有那么大的心理暗示
也许天下女人都是如此
 
女人
我竟然用了女人
有意思
坦白说有点抗拒这个词
但如果还称自己女孩似乎有点矫情
因为今天二十四岁了(注: 一笔带过~)
虽然思想行为举止
常常像个四岁的小傻瓜
 
有点想哭
不知道感动个么劲儿
 
依稀记得去年的生日愿望
都有实现
老天带我不薄
无可抱怨
 
虽不是豪门女
亦无倾城之色
天可怜见
活得富足快乐
吃得饱 穿得暖
有人怜 有人爱
兵来土挡 将来水淹
 
不再期待白马王子
(偶尔幻想英俊艳遇)
只想要安稳的幸福
我要脚踏实地的生活
努力工作
开始打造牢固的经济基础--
以便决定一切上层建筑
 
妈妈:
每年生日都会念叨
今年也不例外--
二十四年前的今天妈妈最辛苦
冒着高龄产妇的危险
忍受身体的剧痛赋予我生命
二十四年来始终如一的爱我照顾我
不论我生病或是任性
在我心里妈妈是最了不起的女人
可以把工作和家务都做得出类拔萃绝非易事
妈妈真的很了不起
希望蓓蓓也可以做到
我爱妈妈
 
《蓓蓓生日日记-前传》
 
烟火
夜空中明亮而温暖的烟火
一直是我心底的期待
虽然该firework招来了officer的警告以及被怀疑是枪声
心有余悸下仍然兴奋以及开心无比
谢谢小king给我的surprise
以及生日蛋糕
 
 
礼物
ESTEE LAUDER Night Repair-----Yami
严重感谢,该同学在没有任何提示之情况下赠与该礼物。十分必要+即使。
But i wish i got this eye cream before I started MBA......55555
 
Clinique City Block + active white------小king
该同学在不断暗示以及胁迫之下为该礼物刷卡。请继续购买,谢谢。
 
妈妈香吻一枚Red lips
 
其他。。。
 
 
考试
我过生日嗳,能免考么?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
January 06

又要开学啦

真是越来越懒了,懒得写blog懒得传照片。被抱怨。想起来那时候问Yue学姐为什么读了MBA以后甚少写博,答曰 when i'm in that mood i don't have time, when i have time i don't in that mood。同感now。下学期要take fiance 和 logistics 两个concentration, 15个credit,比上学期少了4个。按理说应该会轻松一点,可是还要做GA还要找intern,估计也没多大空闲。生活像陀螺一样快速旋转,虽然被鞭子抽得生疼并且晕头转向,但是没有动力没有痛苦就不会前进。不管主观上我多想做小屁孩但是客观上谁都不允许。生气,生自己的气。就这样被推搡着跨入本命年,可是我的衣橱里一点红色都没有。也不想。彷徨之际各种属相星座命理之说甚嚣尘上,大意都是鼠辈们今年事业会不错,爱情么不好说。坏的不灵好的灵,找工作先。刚毕业的学长学姐们工作都找得不错,希望我也有好运气。最近脑子里经常响起黄健翔同志那慷慨激昂的声音:“找到好工作,工作才快乐!找工作,就上智连招聘!”走火入魔了。和某同学聊天,说起有学姐去了著名manufacture的国际物流部,即遭到强烈鄙视:“什么狗P的国际物流部。。。都是纸上谈兵。。一组貌似白领的人。。整天端着咖啡不说汉语说英语,拿着N高的薪水不做事。。凑合一个方案,全是废话blablabla...”瀑汗。貌似偶以后是很有可能成为这种“道貌岸然”的人滴。不过如果白领真滴这么好貌似,咖啡这么好白喝,方案这么容易凑合,英语可以随便乱拽,偶也就不用在这儿痛苦17个月,直接找个白痴美国公司给俺N高的薪水就行啦。。。哇哈哈,口水留一地。白日梦做完,开学了。
 
December 20

妈妈 对不起 我爱你

很累的一天
 
糟糕的一天
 
难过的一天
 
好想回家
 
想妈妈
 
打开电脑
 
眼泪终于止不住
 
我忘了
 
是今天
 
很早就查了妈妈的生日
 
可是到了这一天
 
竟然还是忘了
 
只顾自己忙
 
自己难过
 
我忘了
 
蓓蓓忘了妈妈的生日
 
对不起
 
真的对不起
 
地球另一边
 
今天还是昨天
 
如果按照美国时间
 
现在还是妈妈的生日
 
点上蜡烛
 
默默为妈妈祝福
 
最重要的是身体健康
 
每天过的开心
 
许诺给妈妈的幸福
 
一定会用尽全力去实现
 
蓓蓓Red heart妈妈
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
October 15

fall break over

四天秋假
做了整整两天GA. 终于补上十几个小时,虽然极累,总算是有成绩. 只是指甲惨不忍睹.
 
昨天
去outlet shopping,谢谢king和ming,真的很开心.
 
今天
played golf, 感觉不错. 竟然歪打正着, 每杆都straight, Eddie赞我有天赋, 心里偷偷美了一下.爱上这项运动,很适合我. 但仍然不想做businesswoman.回到家,yami又煮了很好吃的面.
 
晚上kai师兄生日, 祝福先~
 
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妈妈
梦都是反的. 我很好,别再担心, 否则我会更担心.
 
小玲子
结婚了, 就一定要幸福,知道吗? 很想你.
 
 
好 所有心事全放在这里了
转身回去 继续做学习的机器人
明天很多很多我还不会的要due的作业
容不得我想任何其他
 
fall break over
 
 
 
 
October 01

又是凌晨一点

洗了热水澡 
点燃angel whispers 
抱着小熊
靠着枕头
抿一口菊花茶
耳边响着最喜欢的eason的歌
so sweet~
 
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片刻
睁开眼睛
继续拚命
明天考试呵
明天
活过明天就好了
碧碧也还没回来
在实验室奋斗
bless both~
加油!!
 
不管多难过
始终觉得
每次痛苦过后
MBA给予我的快乐和幸福更多
 
感激
 
 
 
 

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